Karma's mad,bad,sad day.
I have stated once before how I hate October , well on this day I will tell you why.I will tell you what happened changed me and my family, what put tiny little cracks in our hearts that may never be filled the same way again. In October I feel like I am going to break into a million pieces and never be made whole again. I get quiet and try to bury myself in work and projects, I try to make my mind be quiet and stop thinking of could of , should of , would of and this is why...... As Karma would in October 2007 my bff called and told me that her(daughter) Beautiful Ballerina who was 17 at the time was sick and in the hospital with pneumonia." She is pretty sick." "But she should be feeling better in a couple of days, please pray for her." Bff asked. "Ok sure thing let me know if there is anything you need." I told her. Each day I called for updates on our Beautiful Ballerina. Each day was the same ,"No Better." Bff would tell. I would hang up...