Karma is a fickle bitch

  Karna'NEW NORMAL" As karma wouid have it I didn't know what new normal was until it happened to me. Let me repeat myself I have a RARE DIEASE there I said it. No  ordinary disease for this girl, it be easy to just give up  BUT..........................,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, as karma would have it I came into this world a Sipes and we Sipes's are a hard headed bunch of folk and when the going gets tough tbe Sipes in us get going. Ie because I' d be lying if I said this jorney has been an easy I'll  tell you the sturggle is real, everything is harder the things I use to take for granted. I now view life from a wheelchair ,even the simplest things like tuning over in bed is hard for me. As of late my left foot no longer does as its told, it will freeze refusing to move from its spot no matter what I do it is stuck like an invisaable force field has been put into place to prevent it from moving. The diease has robbed me of  so much like my hand writn...

  Karma is not through with me yet or Karma;s K.O. As Karma would have it I just thought she wae done with me....... But she had somethig else in up her sleeve for me.As karma would have it my parkisonsn was not playing fair it seem to go its own way and do its own thing. I am sent for a second MRI of my brain and got the results from my Dr.that very day, the way it was explained to me my cerebllum it is like a tree with many branches and mine is damaged with several of its branches  missing they are just not there. So my Dr. referred  me to a Dr. a specialist in the fiield of all things neurology he was so special in his field it took me 3 months to get an appointment. After tons of questions and a through neruo exam he broke the news to me that I have something called Multi-System Atrophy say that 3 times fast he tells me the outcome is grim grim and grimmer. That the outcome is not good there is no cure I sit there nodding my head what am I to do with this information ...